Cinephile Summer Camp: A Dispatch from Tilda & Mark’s Magical “Pilgrimage”
by Peter Knegt (August 10, 2009)
Tilda Swinton and Mark Cousins welcome "a pilgrimage." Photo by Peter Knegt.
Eight and a half days ago, at a train station in a tiny Scottish village, I stood awkwardly with forty strangers, holding a placard that read simply “Lillian Gish.” I held it high as a train full of people arrived at the station. Some of them weren’t getting off the train, and the looks on their faces as they watched us enthusiastically welcome those who were was the first inkling of the magic that was about to materialize. For I had managed to find myself on “A Pilgrimage,” Tilda Swinton and Mark Cousins’ cross between a film festival, a summer camp, a circus and a dream. Only those folks who grew from strangers on a train station platform into a temporary family will ever truly know the magic that Swinton and Cousins somehow managed to foster, but I feel it’s necessary to attempt to articulate it anyway. The sign that Cousins was holding up that day read “make visible what, without you, might never have been seen.” Quoting Robert Bresson, it’s a notion that has been etched in my mind for the entire duration of the event. As a journalist it reads like a daunting invitation. Objectively reporting on what followed that day feels impossible. The handful of other journalists along for the ride felt similar apprehension. Two actually decided against even writing anything, agreeing that experiencing “A Pilgrimage” privately was worth more than any freelance paycheck. But, I disagreed with reservations. As the days wore on, and the experience began to present itself as the continual utopia I’ll always look back on it as, it was clear to me that what was going on here needed to be known. Taking on that responsibility is an overwhelming idea, and one I am not at all confident I’m capable of, but if my recollection could inspire others to consider this event as a glowing example of an innovative way to exhibit cinema, I would feel as if I have done some minor justice to this experience.
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Hello Peter,
You don’t know me, but I feel a really strong need to write to you after reading your article about “The Pilgrimage”. I had a big lump in my throath while reading it, I became oddly and strongly moved. Mostly because I get you. I get what you’re saying about not being able to talk about, to describe, and ultimately to really share an experience like that. I think you did a good job. My name is Matilda and last year I was at the Ballerina Ballroom Cinema of Dreams.
For a passionate never-grow-up escapist cinemalover it was just paradise. I’m sure there’s no need to explain why. I didn’t have the money nor the time to participate in this years adventure but in a way I’m completely content with that. I had my share of the magic (fuck, it sounds so cliché, but magic it was, truly) last year and I will never forget that. There is a light that never goes out, indeed.
Also I believe in once in a lifetime experiences and spontaneity (and so seem to do the exquisite Tilda and Mark). I read about the Ballerina on Afterellen, talked to my cinema-enthusiastic mom, and after a week or so we found ourselves on a plane together, flying from Finland (I’m Finnish) to London and took the night train to fairytale-like Nairn. There we were, on the station, like you, unknowing of what was to come.
I’m sure you had even a bigger community/family feeling this year. On the road that often happens, not to mention while pulling an object of an unimaginably heavy weight together. It’s a beautiful feeling isn’t it, having that momentary, trusting and open family feeling between complete strangers. I think it has to do with the fact that you know it’s going to be for only a period of time, you are in it together for a glorious while, and then it’s over. There are no strings attached.
At the Ballerina, for me, there was a feeling of being ageless, genderless, countryless, labelless. Just being yourself and loving cinema and being playful together. You compared Pilgrimage to a dream. To me the festival felt almost as if the time had stopped and we were having and creating a dream together. Judging by your article, while being a unique experience, something like that happened again.
Also, I know how lonely it can feel after any kind of trip, not to mention something as indescribable as the Pilgrimage must have been. You can talk about your trip - the way you live for a while - write about it, but nobody really understands, and frankly, doesn’t usually even care to understand that much. Even though I wasn’t there and I even though I don’t know you, I feel a strange kind of connection to you.
So, thank you, Peter, for your precious article, the attempted trip to your trip, and for the memories it trickered of the one that was mine. I’d give you a hug if I was there.
This made me teary-eyed and I wasn’t even there. Thank you for finding making visible what I otherwise never would have seen. They’ll have to be careful, because words like this might make for 10,000 pilgrims next time around.
So that’s what you were tippy-tapping on your laptop in Tilda’s morning room! Well done, Peter, for getting it so right. I’m starting to fear that everyone who wasn’t there will get heartily sick of us Pilgrims going on and on about how brilliant it was - but really, there’s no getting away from it, this was by far the best experience I’ve had in 20 years of festival-going. I think it’s a real challenge to other festivals to question where they are going wrong, why they don’t get anywhere near to this celebration of the sheer joy of cinema. Congratulations and thanks to Mark and Tilda, to Matt, and to everyone who came along and made the 8 1/2 days so special.
I’m sitting at home nursing a cup of coffee and re-living the glory of the State of Cinema. Thanks for summing it up beautifully.
jeni x
Wow. How did you even find out about this? Would love to see what they come up with next year (hoping that they will do something).