“Before I Change My Mind” (dir. Trevor Anderson)

The long-awaited debut feature from Edmonton-born filmmaker Trevor Anderson (whose script, co-written by Fish Griwkowsky, was selected to the inaugural GLAAD List at Sundance 2019), “Before I Change My Mind” might begin with a gender nonconforming transfer student arriving at their new school in small-town Alberta circa 1987, but the movie doesn’t share the other kids’ aggressive fascination over whether Robin (non-binary actor Vaughan Murrae) is “a boy or a girl.” On the contrary, this tender and knowing coming-of-age story is poised to leverage that uncertainty into a less dehumanizing set of questions such as “how will Robin navigate this new environment?,” “why are they drawn to the biggest bully at school?,” and “which aspects of themselves will they surrender in order to fit in?” Shot on a shoestring budget, but still convincingly draped in a soft and transportive ‘80s aesthetic, “Before I Change My Mind” seems determined to confront the challenges and triumphs of self-becoming with the unwavering honesty of someone who remembers them both. —DE